thankful

Today is Thanksgiving :] mi parentos are having a dinner party in about 4 hours, which means I have to clean the house.
but I'm going to procrastinate on that because that's what I always do. for example, did I mention I waited until the day my English journals were due to start on them?
...yeah, I'm brilliant.

so what am I thankful for?
the usuals, I guess: food, a roof over my head, heating and cooling, & a family who provides all of that for me.and then there's the usual superficial things, like money and a nice house. and clothes, except I'm getting kind of tired of my wardrobe--but that's what Black Friday shopping is for :]

I think I'm going to add music, movies, Glee, and Kleenex to the list. without those, I probably would be a huge wreck right now. oh, and counselors and psychologists. and sisters. sisters are nice <3

I want to say I'm thankful for my friends too - but seriously, I don't know if very many of them belong on that list this year. all they've done is cause me more stress than I need. I know I need friends to survive, and I have a few that I know care about me, but others I could definitely do without.
But then there are the ones who care only when I'm a giant crying and snotty mess, and where do they go? it's not like there's a "Somewhat Thankful" list.

so this is usually where I write something nice and deep and whatnot, except today, I don't have anything different from what I've written before.

I'm tempted to write a reflection on my year, but that's silly. I should save that for New Year's.