butterflies

so many thoughts going through my head right now..
you know that one phrase "stomach full of butterflies" or whatever...i wonder if that's possible with heads...
ANYWAY.

(+)we had our annual IASA show today--everyone did amazing! the dances and the costumes were so pretty, and apparently dance team did really good too :)
(-)i fell down. on stage. which i guess isn't too bad, because i have the ability to laugh at myself? and it apparently looked like i was supposed to fall. oh, and someone else also fell, so at least i'm not alone.
(+)i'm very inspired to actually participate in the Indian dances next year :]
(-)i was boredboredbored during dress rehearsal and prep time and whatnot, because everyone had all these complicated costumes, and all i had to do was put on some sweats. so i sat around like a lump with nothing to do.
(+)i was offered to be captain of dteam for next year, along with someone else (whose name they haven't told me yet)
(-)i don't know if i want to be captain of dteam. it's almost like mine and another girl's responsibility to keep the team going..and i don't really want to know if i want that.
(+)my parents actually let me go out.
(-)the show ran late, and i am now in trouble for coming home late. even though it's not my fault. and now i have to wake up early tomorrow as punishment.
(+)spring & warm weather are finally here!
(-)bugs. there is a nasty one on my wall, and it's too late for me to get my dad to help me hit/kill it (sorry to all those animal activists..)

..& many other things i'm too tired to talk about right now. i'll come back and finish this some other time.