"Dance like no one's watching"...who said that? I wish I could be like them--not care about how people perceive me. I'm so tired of being the leader of something that no one gives a shit about. Too bad Dance Team's all I've got to put on my resume--I've got nothing else. And the reason I've got nothing else is because I've done nothing else.
Dammit, I put my entire heart into dance, and it's about to crash and burn. The only real thing that inspires me is the thing that's gonna make me the center of everyone's mocking. I wish I could be one of those success stories where no matter what people say, I push through all the hardship and finally get respect, but that probably won't happen anytime soon. And I'm tired of waiting.
I should probably just form some kind of group on my own...one without the bad reputation that the school's dance team already has.
This is what I get for putting my whole heart & soul into this. I should do that whole "heart and soul" thing less often.
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