feeling check

ehh. it's a little late for this because it's already Monday, but whatever.

hm, how am I feeling right now?
tired, annoyed, regretful - just a little, slightly accomplished

tired.
yeah, I'm tired...when am I ever not?
I was up pretty late last night because I decided to be an idiot and go to homecoming and not do my homework. and then I decided to be an even bigger idiot and watch 10 Things I Hate About You on youtube for about a million years BEFORE doing homework. *sigh* I'm so unproductive.


annoyed.
to make it as simple as possible, homecoming was a waste of time. a waste of 35 effing dollars...money that I had to save up by myself, I might add ($15 for the homecoming ticket, $20 for food + tax). it's a total waste of your life when you go back to a place you've already left behind to try and pick it up where you left off. things never work out when you do that. at least I learned something this weekend.
oh, and my iPod keeps freezing. it's getting a little old. maybe I should go get a new one.
speaking of freezing, it's really cold outside. it looks disgusting and gray. on those days when the sky's all gray, it just makes everything else gray too, including my mood.

regret.
yeah, I shouldn't have gone to homecoming. I shouldn't have procrastinated. otherwise, I wouldn't be freaking out about homework right now.
hah. how hypocritical do I sound? all that "don't regret anything you've ever done" stuff on my blog page and I'm regretting things.
fine. whatever. I guess I won't regret homecoming or procrastinating.
regret.

slightly accomplished.
only slightly accomplished. wanna know why? probably not, but since you're reading this, you probably don't give a crap what I say. I did not fall asleep in English at all today, and earned some participation points while I was at it.
but then, I checked my grades on Zangle, and guess which class just dropped from A- to a B? mothereffing math. I decided to be a nerd and calculated my GPA during FLC. with the pieceofshit grades I have now, I have a 3.34. that's horrible.
but now I have even more motivation to do my homework and study.
which is why I'm gonna go now.

bye yo.