to stop caring
to feel nothing
to forget
there are so many things i wish i didn't care about.
for instance, people i can only tolerate--nothing more than tolerate. i don't want to be around the people i tolerate. i want to be around the people i love.
i don't want to feel that negativity i bring upon myself--for THEIR sake.
why should i care about them? really, everyone has their flaws, but if neglect is one of them, why should i even bother? it's irritating how i realize it's meaningless to care, yet i can't make myself stop.
forgetting these things is always the easy way out, but what exactly is the other way?
fighting...is that the hard way? i don't want to fight.
i won't wish that this world will be perfect.
i want to learn from these lessthanperfect situations.
i want to heal.
i want to be inspired again.
Tell me, tell me, what makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes, that you're so sure
Please don't tell me that I'm the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible.
Caring is what makes you human, and really caring is what makes you love people. Without any lows, we probably wouldn't be able to really appreciate the brighter bits of life. Living is already a sort of fight, and why not live it up? :)
ReplyDeleteFor me, my inspiration comes from the people I love, including you. :) The people who care and love you will always be around if you need them. And you're definitely not the only one that's not invincible, pinkyswear!