i feel so empty lately.
tired.
clueless.
i just feel so out of it.
i want to reach out for my friends, but i'm afraid of being clingy.
i need them so much, but i'm scared of something.
of losing them?
of depending on them?
idk.
i want to be a good friend. i don't know how.
i feel helpless.
i don't even feel angry anymore. at those certain people i've been angry at recently. i just feel...that feeling you get after a good cry.
numb, i think, is a good word to describe it.
God. i'm not even making sense.
awww. you can reach out to me anytime :D, i just wish...i was closer. /:
ReplyDeletethings don't always make sense, it's okay. :) but i hope you feel better really soon!