February 17, 2009

guilt

i lost my metronome.
i think at solo&ensemble.
either that, or someone stole it.
at solo&ensemble.

and i feel bad about the fact that i don't have it anymore.
probably because it cost my dad whoknowshowmuchmoney, and i have an issue with money.

money is annoying.
it makes me feel bad whenever someone spends it for me or i spend it.
whenever i spend it and then i don't use the thing i bought.
or i lose it, like i did with this metronome that's maybe seven years old.
i think i could take comfort in the fact it's seven years old i've probably used it for its money worth? have i?

feeling guilty sucks. especially when it's probably your fault. when it's related to money, then it sucks even more.

i'm sorry i write about really lame stuff.

1 comment:

  1. /: i'm the same when it comes to money..it really bugs me that whenever i use money, it's my parents'._.
    no but seriously,$$$$ is like,the #1 cause of issues in this world. and it's definitely not really lame(:

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