i think i've always known in the back of my mind that change will happen. but for some reason, it's all starting to hit me now, and i don't know if i like this feeling.
it's funny how it took this year's CSNY celebration to bring this to light. the idea of graduation is bringing out all these emotions i've rarely experienced.
there's a lot going through my head.
i don't feel like i'm ready to "grow up".
i don't want to have to leave the life i've become so comfortable with, or the people i've grown to trust.
does this mean i'm afraid of change?
or does it mean i'm afraid of regret, and wishing i could have done something in the past differently, so it would be easier for me to deal with this huge clutter of emotion right now?
i don't think i'm making a lot of sense right now.
i think too much..
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