i'm a bad person.
i exaggerate a lot. too much where it's almost to the point of being a lie. what's worse is that i can't seem to do anything about it. i'm so disgusted with myself. i suck.
i take a side in an argument, then go off and help the other side too.
i'm a hypocrite.
this stupid rivalry with ASA and IC is so annoying. it's all over a bunch of stupid smoothies too. and then i had to go and open my big mouth and complain about how i hate the way IC is run. and then i went and decided to help them because they're asking for help. because i don't have the guts to tell them i hate the way their organization is run. wtf..there's probably something wrong with my head.
now i don't even have the guts to show up at the IC meeting tomorrow because i don't want ASA to think/know i'm a hypocrite. because i all i ever do now is trash IC.
why the hell did i even ever get involved in this...
this was someone else's fight, not mine.
your form of hypocrisy really isn't anything too drastic--at least you acknowledge and understand it. they should be more concerned about it being their conflict than yours, and same with you. don't bring it on yourself. :)
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